Dear T,

Thanks for understanding that "I feel like I don't want to come back" means "I need you to hear how I'm feeling" and not "I want to quit". ...It's like this fog descends and I think you hate me and then when the fog clears I'm afraid I've messed everything up. It's all messed up in here, in my head, I don't want to mess things up out there as well....Thanks for not taking the easy option. I wouldn't blame you if you did.