Bethy I feel for you so much. I have been in the same situation for the last 21 years. Always thinking that one day we will have a nice weekend or a week away together just the two of us. In twenty hears we managed it for the first time this year. We went away for 4 days. I was so happy. I never thought it would happen. It was my brother in law who booked the flight tickets. we stayed with him and his wife but never the less, I was getting away from my everyday life of cleaning, ironing, cooking and washing for everyone. After twenty years of marriage I was beginning to give up of a few days alone with hubby. When it finally happened I was over the moon. I felt that I was on another planet. It was hard getting back to my usual household jobs.