Hi! Now the doctors believe I am depressed but quite honestly I'm not. I really feel for you as I remember being depressed and it is horrible!

I'm not depressed but I have all the signs and symptoms, apart from the general sadness. None the less I have every physical symptom of depression and it is absolutely horrible. I have no motivation to do anything. My anxiety is what gets to me and because of it I simply can no longer work.

So I filed disability but in the mean time I am working on hobbies, and with those hobbies I have created an etsy account and am trying to sell them on etsy to make some money while I await disability. Perhaps you can find a hobby that helps you feel better and you too could turn around and profit from it? You wouldn't need to tell anyone you were out of work but could tell them you are starting your own adventure and trying to make your own business? Just a thought.