right now, i'm totally on a fishing, boating and camping kick.
I would gladly ditch work, as I did yesterday, to spend a day at the lake.
camping and boating however, I get to have a couple of beers. I have found that the couple days following drinking beer, I have higher anxiety. but then it evens out and I am fine. last time I went camping, I drank more than a couple of beers... a lot more... and had the time of my life.
still took my meds, never missed a dose.
but now I am obsessed with it.
I used to be obsessed with it before too... before treatment. fishing has always been a huge part of my life.
but now I recognize it as getting a little hypo. that's when I get obsessed with things.
not necessarily a bad thing though. I can manage the hypo just fine, and it does provide excitement back into an area of my life.
just wish I could get away sooner rather than later to have another weekend out.
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