So sorry You had a raw raw deal. And she, at 16, not mature enough

It is only luck that I had a really decent mom. So I am going to send her and her 3 sisters she lives with one of those edible arrangment gift thingies.

But me as a mother - very hard on myself - feel like a huge failure often. I have dad's bp rage probs. I've had my son try to strangle me, stopped himself. But thank God he's doing so much better. I think he understands now why I had to involve police, etc. What a freaking mess omg... Gottta make myself focus on now. I sure love my kids. Oldest daughter told me I'm a great mama and very nurturing, especially compared to her bf's mom they live with (my old therapist - lol, another story).

Let's have more coffee!!!!
Luvya