There are so many times that I want to give up; the weekends are extremely difficult for me as that is when I am the most alone; evenings aren't the most pleasant for me either...I know that we all have our demons, and most of us feel that we are so alone, but I am 800 miles from the nearest people that know me besides my soon to be ex wife...I guess that I have nothing to lose, and so I get carried away in the chat room sometimes.
I'm sorry if I have offended any of you, but please don't judge me, and I will try to behave. I am just so alone, and when I am in the chat room I just let down my guard and try to have some fun...often not taking into consideration who is in there with me. I apologize.
Sincerely,
Jon