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Rapunzel said:
from A Gift To Myself by Chales L. Whitfield, M.D.

Please complete the following honestly. (then we can share our answers)

Who I Really Am

I am ...Caroline Lai Wai Lan
The main thing about me is ...BPD

I always...feel ups and downs
I feel most like me when ...I'm outwardly focus

What I like most about a person is ...Honesty, openess, sincere

I will be ...Grateful
I get angry when ...ppl took me for granted and doesnt appreciate me
I feel happiest when ...I feel happy easily even when I see stars or lights

I believe in ...JESUS CHRIST My LorD oF ALL
One thing I want to accomplish is ...The Mission

What I like most about myself is ...Courageous, Advisable, Righteous, Openess, Loyalty, Initiative, Noble, Evangelistic

I hate it when ...I failed to be what I want to be or GOD wants me to be
I was ...am felt sad now
I feel least like me when ...I unable to be outwardly focus

If you really knew me ...Im very rude honestly
I feel weakest when ...Im sick
When I feel angry I ...SI
On a rainy day I like to ...Sleep with a thick blanket

I feel good when I remember ...the good things GOD given me

When I'm alone I feel ...Fearful,Lonely,but also Freedom,Independant
Most of all I really want ...to achieve all my dreams
I was the type of child who ...is ambitious, curious, Intelligent, Creative, weird, enigma, special, warm, friendly
One thing I'd like to change about myself is ...a lots to strengthen what remains and is about to die

I feel strongest when ...my mood is high
On a beautiful day I like to ...Praise GOD, take a walk with my dog, 1 of them died sigh...........
My favorite passtime is ...Evangelism, viewing beautiful scenery, stars, moon, lights, dancing etc
When I feel happy, I like to ...encourage ppl
If my relationship with __GOD___ were to end, ...I rather kill myself

My Child Within is ...Fearful

Who I Pretend To Be

I pretend to be ...pdocs and psy

Most people don't know that I ...act 2

I give the impression of ...being fake

The mask I wear is ...strangely I dont wear mask or maybe I've forgothen or dont realize it???

On the surface I am ...joyful but inside have a lots of problems

The game I play is ...computer games

I hide behind ...when am fearful

I wear makeup because ...I love to dress up

The clothes I wear indicate ...simple, decent, art, unique, daring, sometimes Lewd ( when am not doin well spiritually )

The car I drive shows that ...I dont drive

My job or profession shows others that ...Im resting at home

The real me hides under ...real

How long I've been pretending is ...became real me & my strength

How often I pretend is ...often

You can either copy this and fill in your answers, or print it and write your answers and tell us who you are in your own words if you want to, or how you feel about this, or do whatever you want. I'll post my responses too, but I'm still working on it so it might take me a while.

Rap

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