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Originally Posted by volatile
I haven't taken Benzos in going on 3 years. I was so bad on them I could take 30 1mg Klonopin in one day and still function. I was eating 60 in just days and then I would go out looking to buy Xanax.
I don't think I can ever be given Benzos again without going all out. The thing about addiction is you can't be exposed to them at all unless you want to risk relapse. I don't think addiction just goes away. .
You're honestly very brave and showing a lot of self control to even have them at all. If I were you I would have already eaten all of them the first bad day.
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I was about that bad but I keep it under control now.I dont keep my meds at my house.I keep them in a lovk box at a family member and just go buy there when i get so stressed i cant make it no more.It is very hard to maintain since i was addicted so bad but im doing it.My problem is I just dont ever feel no better.I dont have to go through withdrwals no more but im in a constant state of anxiety after two years ?