Basically, I seem to have gotten it into my head that my T (L) is going to leave me, and that someone wants to physically hurt me.

I don't know- there's no logical reason for any of it, but I can't stop obsessing over the idea, and it's causing multiple panic attacks. I don't know how to deal with until I next see L on monday and I'll probably end up asking her not to leave or something.

Is this common for people with anxiety?

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