I'm at a point in my life where I need to make a choice. My past relationships try to haunt me, but I'm trying to forget them. I need to decide whether I continue as I have, holding on to hope no matter how false, or walking away without looking back. I'm tired of living alone, waking up with no one there, but the more I try to finding someone like me, the more I realize that there isn't anyone. I stop and come to a stand still where life slowly bores me. I need to know if there's any reason for me to keep looking or if it's wise for me to shut it all out.