me and my girl friend actually got to talk for quite a few hours last night and we got to spend a lot of well missed time with each other.

as I said this last month I have had a lot of lows lately not enough highs, lol but I am having a high today out of no where which I am enjoying since I get so few. But we did get to talk and sort out of everything a lot better.

I think there was a lot of stress on both of us since we had not seen each other in person for just a while.

Me and this new guy that I meet are both kind of the mind set that nither one of us need to jump into anything huge as far as a few relationship right now in our lives. But its also difficult due to the fact we do just seem to really like each other. But we both agree that taking it slow and just seeing where things go with no pressure for right now is truly the bes thing to do.

It is going to be akward since we have hooked up and he is an ex of my best friend thats just going to always be the case I think...but I don't think its something that is going to be a make or break deal between me and her..we have been there for each other fairly well for like the past year...and still will be.

and she wants me to find a guy that I can be with and be happy with. It just so happens it someone she knows which is of course akward which I can understand.