Just realized I didn't answer your origional question. I have never had a day in the span of my memory that I've been happy. some days are less miserable than others, but never truly happy. Just waitin for tomorrow. People always refer to me as an "old soul" & have since i was 7 years old. I think that just means the suffering in my eyes is visible to anyone who took the time to look.
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Burning mud in my eyes blinding me from the truth
If it's a shadow in me the dark is a tidal wave inside of you
You've been taking communion
Getting drunk on your antidote
I'll save a seat next to me down below
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