Twisted Soul (((((((((((hugs))))))))))if wanted...

I get that feeling often, but it is usually when I get hit with a "depressive episode" that hits out of the blue for no reason; make my life miserable for an undetermined amount of time & then goes away overnight. This is part of my Dx of "Major Depressive Disorder" in 1984. I was told that it was a chemical imbalance in my brain & that I would probably have to live on anit-depressants for the rest of my life or until there is a "miracle cure" for it.
In the meanwhile, I was told, I would get these "depressive episodes" that would come out of the blue.
Well, I have just come out of one that lasted about 3 weeks...I am sooooooo relieved!

All I can say to you is IT WILL GET BETTER---just be patient.(yea, I know that sounds stupid, but I get the feeling you've been here before & lived to see a better day?)