Hi OR82,

I just been reading your message above.. and I do understand beeing lonely too! But for me im married and have two daugthers, when my daughters left home, a couple of years ago, I cried for several days. And they didn't understand, and this made things worse, cos they then didnt want to see me much and to be so needy. I now understand that cos, I have not had much support off siblings/parents etc.. And I have had alot of rejection. I was feeling like this.
What I am finding that helps is to not think that other people can met my every need. And that people have their own issues. Also to try to be happy with my own company. And when we are content with ourselfs, then we can find people draw to us. I hope you can find something you like doing. And I do struggle to be always positive thinking, But know it helps alot. Wish you best of luck, and remember you are not alone. God loves you too.