You have GOT to get your addiction under control! I realize you have chronic pain. I do too, and have had it for 27 years. Plus I'm a RECOVERING ALCOHOLIC AND ADDICT. It can be done. You CAN take medications responsibly, IF you're willing!!! That's the key -- you have to be willing to do it RESPONSIBLY!! You CAN'T take them "as needed or as wanted." You have to take them AS PRESCRIBED. That's the only way you'll survive!

Do you realize you're slowly killing yourself? By abusing these meds, your liver is going to stop working one of these days, and I've seen that happen to my son and it's not a pretty sight. He was on life support for quite awhile -- it's a very painful thing when your liver quits. You'd better be more careful!

Do you have insurance to help with your prescriptions? If you don't, try calling Free Health Hotline 1-800-348-8754. I don't know what kind of help they can give, but it's worth calling to find out. I wish you the best. Take care and God bless. Hugs, Lee