Hi wanting.

I'm so sorry for what happened to you. Those things can haunt a person for so long. I'm glad you are planning to see a therapist and it's hard to imagine having to wait so long. Have you talked to them again to see how you might be able to get in sooner than 6 months?

I agree with you about the meds. But you don't have to go back to the meds; that is your choice.

I hope you'll 'talk' here and look forward to seeing your posts.

Meanwhile take good care of you!