I'm always trying to mourn that I can't have the relationship with my T that I want. I've expressed wishing I could be a baby with her, but that I have to be an adult. I used to say "I feel too little to be grown up". When we did the SE, I told my T it felt good and I wished I could be a baby again. So, these feelings have come up. That's why we did visualizations with my adult self holding me, the baby--to show that my Self is always there for the baby part who often wants to be taken care of. Do you mean something else? I'm trying to understand.