it does make me value the nice ness of just sitting the hell down and talking face to face technology is great but it is a henderance as well.

or a good excuse for my agrophobic ways to say loudly...(ORRR we could stay in side today.) Which has more and more been the case....I keep struggling day to day to find lil bits of stablity and more or less I end un stable rather then stable.

which is depressing in of it self..and embrassing to have all my mental disablity cons flung sometimes out at others and then wishing to race back in the abyss and hang my head in shame.

and the signature and me saying who I am and how I relate in this world is me being myself and being proud of it.

its just my way of showing so.

But I don't take offense, I am a very open person about what i relate to and how I see myself...I know some people dis like labeling, but I don't in particular it helped me find out me as a person....I am not the stereo typical verison of anything I do....I just do it cause that how I am. lol that I and I think its just in my nature to make lists upon lists, LOL I am sure this is my OCD to a T