Thank you all for your replies! and vasilki021, welcome to PC...! I would have "hugged" at the end of your reply too, but I don't like to do that at first, since some don't prefer the hug button, but you are just as appreciated as the others! (hey and if Hugs are ok, I can come back and add it)

Yeah, I was kinda trying to explain the Eating disorder thing, and the PTSD...but I feel like he might think I am looking for attention even though rationally I know he won't think this way. I guess it's just so scary!

I don't want to give up the secret crap I go through each day, in relation to both issues. I don't want to look weak, even though I don't think anyone with these (and/or other issues) are weak at all!!!