Yes Leed, you are probably right. Although I don't know if I am strong enough to rip the band-aid off just yet.

I am a cowardly person sometimes.

It might help if he wasn't so damn cordial on the phone every time we talk, or if he hadn't called me late at night and told me (crying) how much he missed me.

I don't know if I'm more sad or angry at the moment.

It doesn't help that my financial state is in limbo.

I've just got too many emotions going on to see straight I think.