I know I shouldn't even really be bothered about it, and I understand she's not well, but if people have been following how I've battled the last 2 weeks, you'll understand that I really think I needed to see her. I was better this week and my appointment was for Wed afternoon, but I was even considering phoning her earlier because I'd nearly had a breakdown last Thursday.

Now I have to wait until next Wed. Or maybe next week Monday and Wed. But I think I'm a bit sad that I didn't get to see her this week. I hope I'll be ok