A big hug for you, babs92.

((((((((((((((((((( babs92 )))))))))))))))))))))))

I can feel the pain behind your words! The frustration...
I know that you love your son... otherwise you wouldn't keep fighting for him like this.

The reason as to why I can talk in this matter... is that my son's got a form of autism- Aspergers disorder. I've got Asperger, OCD and depression, myself.
The constant care of a child in need and at the same time trying to be there for the rest of the family is oh so hard... so draining. How on Earth will you get time to take care of YOU?!
Yes, you need help from the outside! But boy is it hard to get that help! We've gotten some help now... but not enough.

Please know, that you're more than welcome to talk to me! I think it could be good for both you and me.
Remember... you're not to blame being sick and running out of energy. You love your family and you're a good mom!
I feel for you!