It looks like your behavior has changed and you have not discussed it. You are "hiding" your notes instead of referring to them as you use to and/or doing your own thing and not keeping her clued in, your T feels left out in some way? Did you do an "I'm trying to think about and remember what I want to discuss instead of referring to my notes all the time," discussion/brag? If you do some action consistently and then "stop", it is not unusual to think you have stopped doing that and if you stop doing something, presumably it is because you have decided it is not worth doing. I would pay more attention to letting T know "where" I am, what I'm trying, what seems to be working, what isn't, etc.?