Hello dark_heart, Triggers were a big problem for me. The friends were not my best choices, my divorce, annulment, my home, which haunted me. I took my son and we moved miles away..we have a beautiful apartment, and decided to make our own new memories. It is amazing the change in me. I felt in control of my life. My doctor was pleased and sent me off to find volunteer work..Triggers..get rid of as many as possible.
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I just had a HUGE epiphany right this second.
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I always wonder what made my big psychotic episode stop. I don't even remember it stopping or when, I just know it stopped sometime around the time after I divorced my ex or when my middle son was born, so 7-8 years ago.
So.... suddenly it hit me. After I had my middle son the residant psych came and talked to me. She ended up putting me on abilify which I took for 2 weeks, but my OB took me off of it due to the horrible side effects. I never got any actual follow-up, just a support group for people who were angry.
What if... what if...
What if 2 weeks of abilify knocked that delusion down, and since I lived over 900 miles away from the trigger and the triggering people were out of my life... what if it just boxed it up on my head. Since I didn't have anything to trigger me thinking about it, and all the other stress going on at that time, my brain put it away, only for me to remember it years later.
I am so curious if maybe this could have been why it stopped. I have no idea... what do you think? 
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