I believe you're right sis random tears are a bad sign... I usually only realize how stressed I am when I have a panic attack, not very helpful So will remember to check tear ducts in future.

I'm trying to take some Lia time, but I'm so easily distracted, support system is a no-go, the moment I reach out is folowed by biting people's heads off because "they" reduce me to tears, so isolation is the name of the game, save for seeing bf for a few hrs on Tuesday... Haven't seen or texted anyone else for quite some time

Idk, need to strategize, it helps to think I'm trying, gaining some direction, but it sucks when it explodes in my face... Classic catch 22.

How can I be so happy and so miserable at once? How can life be so good, yet so crappy all at once?

Ugh... Anyone have a spare Genie lying around? I could use one