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Yes I do at times find the things that I am feeling guilty about to be strange and or rather funny sometimes. For example I keep bouncing in and out of feeling guilty for my bodys reactions while I was being abused. its a very strange thing knowing that bodys react to a certain way during sex regardless of abuse or in 1005 consensual love making. and its rather funny at times because I will start slipping into that guilty feelings for how my body reacted but yet what do I say to any survivors that tell me they are feeling guilty for this reaction - its ok bodys are made to react wirh that specific reaction to being stimulated that way... LOL so easy to remember when its someone else.

for me guilt is a feeling that is comical at times like when doing something and it turns out wrong I cant help but laugh at myself and say well I shouldnt have done that. or I spend all night thinking about something and then when accomplishing that the end result turns out to be far from what I am imagining for example Kids naturally play games of you show me your and I'll show you mine. I was taking care of two friends children with my child too. one friend was here and help[ed me get them all bedded down before she went out. Will while my friend and I were playing cards in the dining room two of the boys desided to play show me yours and Ill show you mine. we heard and knew nothing about this until one child let out the most horredious scream. we both went running to the children and found that my child took the other child quite literally when the other child remarked how his anatamy looked like a lollypop on a stick and was just as tasty.

I panicked my friend ended up making sure bitten child was ok and my child calmed down so she could explain to him that body parts are not lolly pops no matter what anyone tells him he was to say no and go tell.

I stayed awake all night panicing about oh man how am I going to tell my best friend my child bit her child and where. The next morning friend calls and crying I told her what happened. I fully expected her to go off and I felt so guilty about what had happened. my friend burst out laughing and told me "They are both at the age of experimenting with their own bodys and its normal for children their age to pull some show me yours and I'll show you mine behaviors. all that matters is both children are fine and we don't ever react." I told her too late our other friend had to take over the situation because I grabbed my child and started yelling where did you.. who did that to you... you had to have learned that somewhere... bla bla bla. Every one and a while, going down memory lane with my friend we will both remember the day I had to tell her what happened and we both see the humor in the situation of my staying up all night because I was sure that was the end of our friendship and so on out of guilty of what our two children did ....not what I did.

hang in there you are definately not alone in this.