Hi hamstergirl... I'm sorry that everything seems to be working against you when you try to find some help.

I wanted to add that the idea of an advocate might be a good idea. Specifically asking Father Murphy to go along to the hospital with you and act on your behalf. This would require first of all letting Father Murphy know the whole story, how bad you feel, and the things that you have been hiding from him. I still think that is a good idea by itself.

Let him know what things you find acceptable. Let him know you won't go to a nursing home as that isn't the problem. He may have more clout than you in having them get you the proper help even if that takes more time. He might for example be able to insist that they hold you until a psychiatrist or therapist could see you, rather than just shifting you off to a nursing home.

I know if may be hard to let him come along but he may be the best person to do so. His role in life is helping and guiding people, and he'll be looking out for what is best for you, not what is the most convenient way for the hospital to process you. He will also have your heart and spirit in mind rather than just medical facts. If you can let him in it may make the hospital experience more comfortable for you to have someone there with you.

For right now you probably don't want to think about that so quickly, but do think about what may help you and taking the step to talk to Father Murphy may still be the best step you can take.

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