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Old May 09, 2013, 07:41 PM
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Originally Posted by Cocosurviving View Post
Hi Ultramar,
I read the above criteria and have a few questions. I started going through a depressive episode last Oct and it seemed to get better in February (after a med increase Lithium). I was getting out the house more and crying stopped.
In March I started getting depressed again, by April my pdoc started me on Lamictal. I have days were I have energy and motivation. I even put thought into my close and put on make up. I joined s gym. I started back cooking and stopped buying junk food. However a week or two later I started back not practicing good hygiene and don't leave my apt for days at a time. I've canceled appts w/ my T and haven't been to church in 7 weeks. I'm in the process of moving, I was doing really good packing. Now I can't find the motivation to finish the last little bit. I also quick going to the gym. I look forward to laying in the bed and watching tv. I'm more agitated and lose
my cool very easily. I don't know what's going on w/ me. I called my pdoc abt it, I just started 200 MG of Lamictal. She wants to give it a little time. Could this not be depression?
Coco, I so hope the higher dose of Lamictal will help, I hate to see you like this Give it a little more time, hold out hope, and if it doesn't work out, surely your pdoc can help you with other options.

I really admire you for doing all of the research you do, trying to find out all you can to fight this -you're very brave, you seem resilient and strong to me, you'll get through it!