My mother would never have me admitted to get treatment.. Even when I tried to kill myself, no matter how spontaneous or crazy my life gets.. She just keeps loving me and always helps me pick up the pieces.. so I guess I'm wandering how would I know if I needed to be admitted inpatient.. I don't even see a doctor.. I'm literally a walking talking roller coaster n I am starting to realize after much reading n research that this is not how I want to be forever n I'm not able to fix myself.