Im 22 years old virgin guy,who has no job,no education(just highschool),all friends have their own lives now and not even speaking to me,all i do is playing video games all days for past 2years thats all! My mom are really nice person who works hard to pay bills,but not my father he is lazy **** just like me.Im thinking of suicide everyday.Please help i want to change my life...But im lazy fat ****(a little chubby).HELP