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Old May 09, 2013, 11:19 PM
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My companion broke up with me today. Because of my reactions to my memories.

And he did not tell me to my face.

Instead, he sent my friend over, Ani, who said, "Arvind can't handle your survivor problems."

Ouch...

I feel ENOUGH like damaged goods already. I feel more like "BrokenNUgly" than "BrokenNBeautiful".

Where are the good guys?

Or is it me?

I realize that I can't expect ppl to come thru, but it still hurts so much.

He doesn't even want to get together anymore as friends.

Carol
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