I am numb right now.

I am not sure when I will believe that love is for me, ever. Even friendships.

My higher mind knows that he just couldn't handle it; he is such a gentle, soft-spoken person and he just was not strong enough or knowledgable or experienced enough in this.

Still, it's a great letdown. I have known him since I was 12. When I was 12 till last January, he did not know what had happened to me. It will never cease to amaze me how someone can completely change toward you or go 180 degrees some other way toward you just because you finally tell him some secret you've been keeping forever, and also because you trusted him!

Carol