I hate to see that life has brought you so many hardships all at once to deal with. You needed time for you that's all, and unfortunately the way that tends to manifest itself into our minds and out into our lives is not always the brightest decisions.

To be honest Blue, been opening my can of worms in life here lately too! There's a lot of hate for myself right now, shameful guilt honestly. Though I know I truly deserve to die, I'm starting to realize that I'm going to love through this, and I hope to be a better me when I come out on the other side.

Anyway, bit of a tangent about me, you really didn't need right now. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm at a really weak point right now, but I will offer you any strength I can.