Whew! I wondered where this thread went the other day when I came back. Glad it is back on top! I am hanging in there sober and clean Yah Me! Just been feeling a little on edge, but I will work through it. I now know... this too shall pass! Still kinda feel stuck in a rut, but trying to stay positive. One of the guys that was going to the meetings that I go to killed his girlfriend. I saw it on the news. Think I need to find a new meeting to go to where people have a bit more clean time and are really working the program.