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Originally Posted by Luce
AmandaLouise, I think you may have misread or misinterpreted what I wrote, so I'll explain it a little more for you. I wrote: "I found out they had been quite active during those years, but I was completely amnesiac about it". That means that the dissociative walls were back up - the alters that had previously been fully coconscious with each other and the host lost all coconsciousness and returned to fully amnesiac and independent 'lives'. Why that happened is something I will not go into here.
I can assure you, however, that 'cracks and holes' in cement walls are far from permanent, and can easily be reconstructed by the very same ones who built them in the first place.
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It sounds like you went back into survival mode. So that would make sense that your alters behaved as they did in the past. I think what amandalouise is saying is you are aware your alters exist now and if at some point in the future you wanted to reestablish co consciousnesses with one or all you would already have the path to do so. That you wouldn't have to spend the same amount of time breaking through the wall. There would already be openings. And you would have the knowledge that you can have co consciousness with your alters. At least I think that is what she meant.