feeling pretty lonely because it's Friday night and I'm at home. I have to work Saturday morning and I thought that would make me feel ok about being at home but I'm getting increasingly depressed and anxious. It's so lonely having no one I can talk to about myself. I was trying to think of who I can count as a friend in my life and J is probably the only person who's actually a friend and not an acquaintance. and he doesn't even make me a very big part of his life. :/