I am at home now too. On an absence of leave from work, due to major depression, anxiety, panic attacks and PTSD. It's tough. At any given moment I would just burst out in tears and my blood pressure would sky rocket, which is bad, I was diagnosed with Hypertension Oct 2012. So the doctor has got me going to the right people right now and I am a military vet, so I am doing a lot with them too.

Just hang in there and do things for yourself, for now. I found this place because in between some appts, I need to share and so much want to try to help others. It gives me a lot of relief.

So your not alone. I also try to keep busy with some crafting and I also started like this journal, from the beginning of time...I try to type in it every day, what I went through, what I go through, my feelings, etc. It keeps me busy...but in a few areas, it makes me feel better.

BIG :::HUGS:::