Glad to hear from you, gma!! Sometimes hanging in feels rut-ish ... but staying sober is work, even after years and decades of sobriety. So give yourself plenty of acknowledgment for that .
Give yourself credit for bringing something to groups you're part of too. Those of us with some sobriety are doing some valuable work when we go to meetings where newbies are. They need to see that the program works--WE are the proof! Not at the risk of our sobriety, of course ... but when you feel up to it.
Roadie