I think harder still she is not just my friend but somone I have fallen deeply in love with, we are not just lovers we truly are two people that so happen to to be the same sex that are madly in love with each other.

and of course being in that position its hard to hear her say what she did last night, the fear of losing a friend and a partner is horrifying but I am going to be as stong as I can and be there for her as much as possible. right now.

she did tell me what type of cancer it is endometriosis...

I am going to start reading up on that todya today sense I am competly un sure of what it means. But at least its an answer