My husband was writing sex personals on the gay side of craigslist.
How do I not feel like killing myself dead?

I've struggled with depression for years, but this, this is almost comical.
His father is gay, and ironically dying from aids. MY husband has a good job, wife, and a decent home.

I don't feel like going to work, cleaning the house, cooking, eating, sleeping, ie functioning in general. We've been together 6 years and married a year and a half.