I'm a strong believer in Jesus Christ, n as I get older I feel like maybe I'm not mentally I'll, maybe I've been possessed, if scientist n doctors can't find the cause or a cure then maybe its not at all something within their power to fix. Exorcisms existed long ago n still do by some. The more I think about it the more I believe maybe I need one to be better. My mother has always described my illness in these words.. "Its like she went to bed one night when she was 15 and something took over her body" has anyone else ever thought about this? I fight my brain, or this disease, or the devil, or what ever it is but no matter how hard I fight it always kicks my ***.. I HATE IT