I think you should take one day at a time.

You want to be, and possibly your mind already is, different, new. But your actions are still old.
One step at a time, one day at a time.

Remember, always remember that you want to do better and this in itself is a victory. You don't want to follow old patterns anymore. You want to create your life and live your life. Not everyone reaches this consciousness.

Hope this helps (it is free )
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