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When I had a manic, hypo-m episodes or lost my temper. It felt like I have no control, like a outer body experience. I was raised going to church. The fall of last year and all this year I attended church and Bible study. Even joined Sunday school. I have prayed, prayed and prayed. I have asked God to take this away. I've asked God why. Since all my praying I've had another episode. Which I've been having since Nov of last year. I have always believed in prayer BUT 7 months of depression has been hell.
I do believe MI is created by the devil. But I've also never heard of ANYONE cured from MI. Hence prayer doesn't work, we're just serving a life sentence. Yes Gods will sometimes help us get meds and access to treatment serves.
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1). Depression
2). PTSD
3). Anxiety
4). Hashimoto
5). Fibromyalgia
6). Asthma
7). Atopic dermatitis
8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria
9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1)
10). Gluten sensitivity
11). EpiPen carrier
12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. .
13). Alopecia Areata
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