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May 10, 2013, 05:08 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2013
Posts: 23
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Hello cyber friends, I have come with yet another problem. 
So, the school year is almost over and I have the best Journalism student of the semester award and a pricipal's honor roll, yet I feel sad. Why? Because no matter what I do, my brother is always better then me.
My brother got science student of the YEAR award and also has a principal's honor roll. Everyone loves him, I am reffered as 'Hey, it's the human caculator's sistor!'. Everytime they do that I think, 'What about me? I have a name, you know....'.
It stings, I am always overshadowed and my mother tries to be fair but I know that no matter how hard I try, I will always be in second place. He's a black belt, famous for being smart school, and socially, he's just better. I'm shy, a green belt, and smart, but not enough.
I wasn't born with talent...I always got bad grades in elementry school. He was born with it, smart from the start. He's also in a gifted class. If I was in a normal family, then I would be celebrating but because of my brother shoving his achievements in my face.... I feel sad. I want to cry, I'm ignored and overshadowed. No matter what I do, it's not enough. My mom favors him, she can't tell but it's clear in my eyes. I know she always thinks, 'If he can't do it, then no one can' or 'If he doesn't know what it is, then I doubt she'll (Me) know.' I know am jealous, but I tried so hard this year.... It hurts.
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