Oh Can I relate! I have tried soooo many of the anti depressants, and reacted to all but one, and that one made me feel "ill".

So, anytime my ideas or thinking is "off base" it's because I don't take medicine for my depression. And no argument is ever given full weight, because my thinking is clouded "because I'm not treating the depression."

Everything I discuss, well it's tainted because of the depression...and we "work around that" because I have had so much trouble with them. Ok, so, they would rather talk with someone I'm not, someone easier to talk with because my thinking would be altered by the drug?

You know... I wish I had the guts to try a newer anti depressant, and then NOT TAKE IT but lie and say I am and see if THEY see what they want to see again....

Unfortunately they would then insist that I CAN take an antidepressant (that one) and, not knowing if I'm allergic to it... well it could make for a bad situation.

I know, I just KNOW, someone is out there thinking right now: well, the medicines DO help you have a different view of life, etc etc etc.

Can we talk?

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