Dear New T,

I don't even know what I want to say. I feel like there is so much and there is NEVER going to be enough time to get there...wherever that is. And can you get me there?

Dear Current T,

Am I going to have two Ts forever since we have so much crap to wrap up?? Somehow I am thinking the answer is yes, which makes me want to scream since you are starting to feel like a roadblock. And that makes me angry.

Dear Ex-T,

You are the REAL roadblock.
Why do I feel like CRAP all the time. Because of you. So thanks for the complete mess you managed to make of things, even if it wasn't intentional. Somehow when I think about you and how sad and depressed I am, I think about you with another patient listening intently, helping them like you used to help me...until you terminated me and dropped me like a hot potato and refused to do anything else.
I hope you still feel guilty sometimes when you are forced to remember, as you have been recently by my current T (who is so completely over your crap and is disappointed that ultimately you are still putting you before me), and I hope some days you feel as bad as I do. It's your damn fault.