I think if looking at them Vivacious and Infantile. Would descirbe me, I can attach myself to somone I have only been dating for a few weeks really quickly and come off as overly clingy and one track minded when it comes to that person very easily. Which is odd since I am poly and have multiple partners...but I suppouse I am always looking for someone to be a primary for me.
as I have mentioned before, I don't feel like all the symptoms that are listed I do fully like how the examples are stated. But when I read through the examples I see things that remind me a lot of myself I just don't find that all the words being used to be fully true, lol but the examples I do...if that makes sense.
I think after a few years I noticed I had these bad habbits and I might have just naturally told myself this was not ok. Or probably my social anxiety freaked and did not want to become embrassed by this behavior and I made myself filter it down. But I have always had issues like over flirting, coming off as clingy or needy, over sexual too much of the time (mostly just not being afriad to talk about it ,in situations it does not need to be mentioned or mentioned as freely as I do), not doing well in having same sex friendships, fixating on one person in a romatic sense to the point of akwardness from it.
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder
]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs
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