I am awe inspired by you and the progress you have made in the time I've known you. As always, you give me courage to rise again and again.

~Shady

P.S. I think you should read Portia Nelson's Autobiography in Five Chapters. You just hit a remarkable moment in realizing that what you seek is within you and up to you to pursue and mold. I have no doubt you will soar much farther than the target you have set for yourself.