I don't know guys.

think i've gotten 8 hours of sleep in the last two or three days, idk when i slept or where my time went.

getting paranoid/delusional, slipping.... momentary intrusive thoughts about why I even try at life. And then I'm back up.

And i'm going and talking and weaving words from subject to subject. Which are really not related but my mind just branches out differently than others' minds.

I'm doing so well, almost at the finish line (college finals). Then two weeks and I'm back at it... My schedule is looking pretty full until about.... February next year.

We must go go go. There is no time to stop, no time to falter or fail. Move or die. Sink or swim.

You must live without thinking. Just live.