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Old May 11, 2013, 08:39 AM
MASIMO MASIMO is offline
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I wish he could put my love in a place in his life where he is comfortable
With my feelings. I thought he had. He has said he trusts me, feels comfortable with me, talked how We have an intimate relationship, yet never to be physical.

So it throws me when i get needy and rarely express my love for him, he says he doesn't know where to put it. If he has accepted it, Why does he reply with uncertainty. I thought We were finally comfortable with what We Feel towards each other.
Every part of me says he is in love with me. I would be so happy if he was forthcoming, but i don't expect that from him nor do i expect physical intimacy. That would be disastrous for both of us.
If he would simply be honest and say how he feels about me whether he says he loves me or not,
I Think it would-be better for me to know, so We could continue therapy from this point onward.
No matter If the truth were painful it would-be honest. All he says is he has limitations, and i guess these include not discussing How he feels. I'm at a point in my life that If I knew someone truly loved me It would help me move forward, even if that person is someone I could never be with .
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